American actress Pamela Anderson, in her Netflix documentary “Pamela: A Love Story” talked about her female babysitter who was actually her molester.

Baywatch’s C.J Parker said that after being molested, she tried to murder the woman by stabbing her in the heart, but she died in a car crash a day later.

Anderson, back then was very convinced that she was the real cause behind her babysitter’s death using her magic powers and she didn't even tell anyone carrying the guilt with her for years.

In a disturbing revelation, the diva said that she had some horrible things happen to her when she was little. “I had a babysitter and my parents thought she was a great babysitter because she brought presents all the time, but she was molesting me.”

In the Netflix documentary, she revealed that she actually tried to stab her in the heart with a candy cane pen. And then she told her that she wanted her to die and then she died in a car accident the next day and so Anderson thought that she had killed her with her magical mind and she couldn't tell anyone. But she was sure that she had done it, she wished her dead and she died. It was three or four years of abuse. She said “I lived with that my whole really young life.”

Pamela said that her babysitter always told her not to tell her parents about her acts. She, trying to protect her brother from her tried to kill her.

She continued: “When those traumatic moments would happen, I would just leave my body and float away and I'd make my own little world. I was digging a hole to China, thinking "I hate this, I hate this, I wanna get out of here". I just thought I had to get off the island.”